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|Wednesday, July 1st, 2015|
|A society of dependables
Apparently the theme on my Tumblr
doesn't handle extended quotes very well, so I'll post this here, an insightful excerpt from siderea
's essay "Considering an Artifact of Military Culture"
The US military, and probably all militaries ever, have a really quite low tolerance for fuckups. When somebody isn't dependable, when somebody doesn't exercise adequate restraint in their conduct, they get marginalized so they can't do too much damage, or simply gotten rid of.
All these youngsters join up, and have it drummed into them that they have these huge responsibilities to their fellow warriors and their nation, and they must do their jobs right. It's not just that they have to cover their squad mates in fire-fights, but things like, "If you don't clean this surface correctly, the guy who is going to try to land a plane on this deck will die and maybe take a bunch of us with it." And they discover, yes, they have it in them to do their jobs that well, that dependably. They are somebody who pulls his weight and can be counted on.
And furthermore, they discover they are in a whole society of people who are equally determined to be dependable, to pull their weight and be somebody who can be counted on. That can be a down-right rapturous experience; I know, because there's other ways to have at least some of that experience, such as through the performing arts, and having tasted it, I can attest it's positively intoxicating. It's like falling in love. Or maybe it is falling in love: this probably is more the basis of that intense camaraderie shared by veterans who served together than common adversity or common purpose.
Civilian society, as a whole, is, in contrast, replete with fuckups. People who can't get out of their own way enough to be depended on, people who don't take commitments seriously, people who are exploitative, who phone it in, to try to get away with minimal contributions, who don't care about those who rely on their work, who don't want to be relied upon, people who don't want to have self-restraint. We don't get to throw those people out of society, so there they are, being part of civilian society, fucking up, and their fucking up being tolerated.
People in the military, who subscribe to the discipline of speech and courtesy described above, are way, way, way, way, way too polite to actually come out and say, "We're different from civilians because we're not used to putting up with fuckups," but that is what it sounds like is lurking between the lines. It feels like they're trying to apologetically and politely say something that more bluntly put might sound like, "See, among us, fucking up is not okay; being a fuck up is not okay. We have these values and stuff which say it's not okay. And we totally get that that's okay in civilian life, where if you want to be a fuckup, that's your free choice. In our culture, the military culture, we see that as not a legitimate choice. We see that as bad – and comport ourselves accordingly."
|Wednesday, June 17th, 2015|
|Wednesday, February 11th, 2015|
|Thursday, February 5th, 2015|
|Laid off again
On Tuesday, most of my team (and most of my department
) at PayPal was laid off. Even moreso than the last time I was laid off
, though, this is good news—in fact, it might be the best thing that could have happened to me!( Read more...Collapse )
Not everyone who was laid off is as happy about it as I am, though. Paradoxically, I feel especially bad for those who weren't laid off: their jobs will change drastically, but if they want to leave, they won't get severance. Fortunately, I have plenty of contacts: you who are reading this! If you know of a tech job opportunity and you haven't already told me about it, feel free to ping me (here or email
) and I'll forward it along.
|Tuesday, November 4th, 2014|
|An alternative to not voting
For those who choose not to vote today, I respect your decision. But, to quote Oblique Strategies
(by way of Slacker
): Withdrawing in disgust is not the same thing as apathy.
If you want to withdraw in disgust, consider voting for a third party or a write-in candidate; otherwise you'll be presumed apathetic.
|Thursday, September 4th, 2014|
|Sunday, August 3rd, 2014|
|My heart is a flower
A few months ago, my Uncle Dick died suddenly
at age 63. He was always the picture of health, a lifelong vegetarian and an almost stereotypical "health nut". The coroner's report
said that his death was partially caused by a "congenital bicuspid aortic valve
", which often goes undiagnosed, so it seems likely that he was unaware of this condition. It also turns out to be "highly heritable"
, so I figured it was a great idea for me to get examined to see whether I had the condition also...
Well, good news! My doctor reported that my echocardiogram "looked fine", and that "the aortic valve is trileaflet". He also mentioned "Color Doppler is suggestive of PFO/tiny ASD with left to right shunt." I had to look up PFO (Patent Foramen Ovale)
but it appears to be... mostly harmless? I asked him to confirm, and he explained: "These tiny abnormalities are seen in the general population and are not of clinical concern. You should be fine."
So, that's one less thing to worry about.
|Thursday, June 12th, 2014|
|ShuffleComp 2014 - Part 1
Back in March, maga_dogg
, a competition for writing interactive fiction inspired by a song. The premise was simple:
- Submit 8 songs and 8 pseudonyms.
- Receive a random list of 8 songs and 8 pseudonyms dealt out from the submission pool.
- Write an IF game inspired by one of the songs, under one of the pseudonyms.
- Play other people's stories and vote for the ones you like.
- Once the comp is over, the top 30% vote getters are announced as Commended entries.
When I heard about the comp, I thought it sounded like a neat idea, but I felt I had no time to write a game by the deadline—at the time I was in the middle of both Puzzle Boat 2
solving and DASH 6
planning, and I had been itching to get back to some of my many back-burnered projects, including revising my IFcomp entry from 2011
! Plus, that IFcomp game had ended up being way more work than I had anticipated, and I was not really satisfied with the result (nor were the comp voters, who placed it 25th out of 38). Did I really want to commit to making another game on a deadline? I chatted with prog
about ShuffleComp at a party shortly afterward and it turned out he had gone through exactly the same thought process. Ah well, we both figured... maybe next time.
The more I thought about it, though, the more I really wanted to submit some songs to see what people could do with them. I started brainstorming about songs that could make good IF games, and almost immediately I remembered two songs that I've always thought of as great examples of songs that told a narrative story (a sadly under-populated category). I couldn't resist putting together a list, and then I figured, if I submitted a list of songs and thus committed to writing a game, in the worst case I could always just spend a day or two to scribble out a really short choose-your-own-adventure or hypertext game, using ChoiceScript
. Much easier than wrestling with Inform 7
So here's the list of songs I ended up submitting:( Read more...Collapse )
So there was that! I had submitted my lists and committed to making a game based on someone else's submission; now I just had to wait for all the lists to be shuffled up and sent back out. In the meantime, I discovered that prog
had, again, gone through exactly the same thought process as I had and also ended up submitting his own lists and committing to making some semblance of a game.
This seems like a good time to pause. Continue reading Part 2
, where I receive my assignments and somehow manage to come up with and (spoiler!) finish making a game.
|Monday, December 30th, 2013|
|Over the Hill and On Stage
Here are some of the bands I saw live in concert in 2013
, with the year they were first active:
Mouse on Mars (1993)
Ghost Box Orchestra (members of Lockgroove (1996))
Glenn Jones (1985)
Robert Fripp's Orchestra of Crafty Guitarists (1967)
Man or Astro-Man? (1993)
Big Country (1981)
Dick Dale (1959)
Adam Ant (1976)
The Cult (1983)
Peter Hook and The Light (1976)
Girls Against Boys (1988) (with special guest David Yow (1982))
Nine Inch Nails (1988)
Godspeed You! Black Emperor (1994)
Jethro Tull's Ian Anderson (1967)
Nik Turner's Hawkwind (1969)
The Dickies (1977)
Octa#grape (members of Trumans Water (1991) and Olivelawn (1990))
My Bloody Valentine (1983)
Flamin' Groovies (1965)
Queens of the Stone Age (1996) (members of Kyuss (1987))
Here are some bands I had the chance to see in 2013 but I didn't end up going:
New Order (1980)
The Breeders (1990)
Dinosaur Jr. (1984)
Simple Minds (1977)
Black Sabbath (1968)
The Feelies (1976)
The English Beat (1978)
Monster Magnet (1989)
The Flaming Lips (1983)
The Rolling Stones (1962)
Paul McCartney (1957)
The Psychedelic Furs (1977)
The Zombies (1962)
Yo La Tengo (1984)
Belle and Sebastian (1996)
The Orb (1988)
Elton John (1964)
In other words, I saw tons and tons of 40-somethings, 50-somethings, 60-somethings, and even 70-somethings! This was the year of the old fogies.
I did see some good younger bands too: Tame Impala, Metz, Junip, MGMT. But I'm definitely feeling out of touch with what cool music the kids are making these days. Any pointers? Current Mood: old
|Saturday, December 21st, 2013|
|My car is old enough to drink
I bought my car in December 1992. It is now 21 years old: finally old enough to drink! Yeah, cars shouldn't drink and drive, but I think it's pretty safe since I don't drive it much anymore anyway.
I know I've taken pictures of my car, but I can't find any at the moment. Serves me right for not using tags on Flickr. And it's currently still covered in snow so you can't see much of it.
Anyway, happy birthday, car! We've been through a lot together. Maybe in another 21 years I'll name you.Edit:
Oh hey, just found a covered-in-snow pic from last winter:
|Tuesday, October 8th, 2013|
|The Pittsburgh Pirates
In December 1978, I watched my first NFL football game on TV: a playoff game between the Pittsburgh Steelers and the Denver Broncos. The Steelers won convincingly, 33-10; Franco Harris scored two rushing touchdowns, and Terry Bradshaw threw two touchdowns, one each to Lynn Swann and John Stallworth. (All four of them, along with five others on that team, were eventually inducted into the Hall of Fame.) I was 8 years old; I liked their flamboyancy and their colors (black and gold), and I became a fan. They went on to win the Super Bowl over the Dallas Cowboys that season ("still widely regarded as one of the greatest Super Bowl games ever played," according to Wikipedia), and I learned the joy of rooting for a winning team.
In April 1979, baseball season started, and I discovered that the Pittsburgh Pirates also had black-and-gold uniforms, so I decided to become a fan of theirs too. They turned out to be just as flamboyant: Willie Stargell's windmill wind-up, Kent Tekulve's "submarine" side-arm, Phil Garner's mustache. In one game, an opposing pitcher tried to intentionally walk Dave Parker (professional sports' first $1-million/year player), but Parker got mad, stepped over the plate, swung and hit the ball into the outfield. The team theme song was the Sisters Sledge's disco classic "We Are Family", which played at every home game. They led the National League with 98 wins, and came from being down 3 games to 1 to win the World Series over Earl Weaver's Baltimore Orioles.
The Steelers won the Super Bowl again the next year, their fourth of the decade. But the next decade, the '80s, were a bad time to be a Pittsburgh fan, as the Steelers sank into mediocrity and the Pirates became the worst team in baseball. As the '90s began, though, Mario Lemieux lead the Pittsburgh Penguins to a couple of Stanley Cups, Bill Cowher arrived to coach the Steelers to six consecutive playoff seasons, and the "outfield of dreams" (Barry Bonds, Bobby Bonilla, and Andy van Slyke) brought the Pirates three division titles. In the bottom of the 9th inning of the 1992 League Championship Series against the Atlanta Braves, Sid Bream, who had just left the Pirates as a free agent two years earlier, loped in from second base (Bream "was known as an unusually slow runner" according to Wikipedia) to just barely beat Bonds's throw to win the game and end the Pirates' season.
In the 2000s, the Penguins won a third Stanley Cup. The Steelers won two more Super Bowls and cemented the best record in the NFL since 1970. But after 1992 the Pittsburgh Pirates went on to have 20 straight losing seasons, the longest such streak in North American professional sports history. I still followed baseball for a while, through the steroid-laden late '90s/'00s, as Barry Bonds broke the single-season and career home run records with the SF Giants, and the Boston Red Sox "reversed the curse" and ended their own legendary 86-year streak and won the World Series (the New England Patriots having won the Super Bowl earlier that year, Boston became the first city to have simultaneous baseball and football champs since... Pittsburgh in 1979). But the days of rooting for the Pirates in the postseason were long-gone fond memories, and I haven't really paid attention to any sports at all in the past four or five years.
Maybe you can see where this is going... Last Tuesday, Oct 1st, we were at the Middle East club to see the indie rock band Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, and there was a baseball game on the TV behind the bar. When I noticed it was a Pirates game, I figured something unusual was happening—why would they be on TV in an American League city at the end of the season? It turned out to be the Wild Card game, and the Pirates beat the Cincinnati Reds to get into the playoffs!
Right now, the Pirates are tied with the St. Louis Cardinals in the Division Series at 2 games apiece. The Red Sox are ahead 2-1 in their series with the Tampa Bay Rays. There's an outside chance that the Pirates could play the Red Sox in the World Series. I might just have to re-subscribe to cable TV...
|Thursday, July 18th, 2013|
I'm on vacation on Sodus Bay in upstate New York; my phone (T-Mobile) only has 2G connectivity (i.e. feels like a 1200 baud modem), whereas Norah's phone (Sprint) has full 3G. This is dumb! Why can't my phone just connect to whatever the fastest network around is? Someone should work on that.
Posted via LjBeetle
|Saturday, June 22nd, 2013|
|Google Reader is dead; long live Feedly?
On March 13, Google announced they were shutting down Google Reader on July 1
. It was hidden as the fifth entry in a laundry list of things they were closing down; unlike most of the other bullets in that list, they did not offer any suggestion for an alternative service to use, instead just mentioning that you could extract your Google Reader data via Google Takeout (which is basically like evicting you by dumping all your belongings out a third story window onto the street below).
Several others feed readers started working on (or accelerating work on) services to migrate your data from Google Reader. I looked into Newsblur
, The Old Reader
, and Hive (nee HiveMined)
, but I eventually settled on Feedly
I'll admit that I didn't do an exhaustive study of these (and there are probably lots of others that I didn't even try), but Feedly feels like the best replacement for what I want out of a feed reader, and specifically for what I want out of a transition from Google Reader. I was most concerned about losing all my Starred Items, because it seemed like none of the new readers had the ability to import them—or would only import the URLs, instead of the cached full articles, which was important because some of mine are over four years old and no longer exist at their original URLs. Once I noticed that Feedly had in fact kept the entire set of articles intact, I felt safe committing to the switch. Also, both the Chrome extension
and the Android app
have the basic features that I want: compact view, oldest-first sorting, keep unread, save for later.
Unfortunately there doesn't yet seem to be a good export capability from Feedly (ironically). I'm just going to have to cross my fingers and hope that they add this before they go under, or get bought by Google and shut down, or whatever fate is eventually in store for them...
|Sunday, April 28th, 2013|
|Heading to Portland, OR this week
I'm flying out to Portland, OR today for RailsConf
this week. The conference runs through Thursday but I'll be there until Sunday morning. Portlanders, let me know if you want to hang out! And/or let me know if there's anything cool going on (concerts, etc).
|Tuesday, March 19th, 2013|
I'm trying out Android Letterpress clones, Spell Strike and Glibber. Anyone want to play me? I'm dougo on both. (Are there better ones?)
Posted via LjBeetle
|Saturday, November 17th, 2012|
The oldest surviving copy of Euclid's Elements dates from the ninth century, a thousand years after it was written.
Posted via LjBeetle
|Friday, August 10th, 2012|
|Charles Schwab Is Clueless About Security
You know, Charles Schwab should not even have my plaintext password in their database, let alone print it on a piece of paper and send it to me through the mail
! I feel like I should report this to someone, but whom? Better Business Bureau?
|Saturday, August 4th, 2012|
|Quick trip to NYC
I'm going down to Manhattan tomorrow to see The Zombies
—yes, that Zombies
!—and I'm looking for hotel recommendations, preferably somewhere between Penn Station and the Highline Ballroom (Chelsea/Meatpacking district). It doesn't need to be super-cheap, just not unreasonable. And, air-conditioned and bedbugless!
Also, anyone want to go with me? Norah is visiting family in upstate NY so can't go.
|Monday, July 9th, 2012|
I've been putting off posting about my Tumblr
because I was planning to write up a post about how Google shut down my blog
but it may be a while before I get around to that post so in the meantime here's this post:
Hey, check out my Tumblr
! That's where I share cool stuff that I run across on the net. Still reserving this LiveJournal for original content. (And, yes, you can put scare quotes around both of those words.)
|Friday, May 18th, 2012|
, and it seems like a great team. I'm pretty excited.
I have one more week working at my current company, MCNA Dental. There had been many ups and downs since I started working there in December, but eventually it became clear to me that the reasons to leave were starting to outweigh the reasons to stay, and I started accepting calls from recruiters. At first I was just looking around to see what my options were, and there were several false starts, but after a couple months of "stealth" job search, I was lucky enough to get a few offers. It was a tough choice, but in the end the PayPal Boston opportunity felt like the best move for me.
They say that it's easier to find a job when you have a job, and I can see some reasons for that, but personally I found it very stressful. The tech job market is pretty hot right now, so I probably could have been more open about the fact that I was looking (or just outright quit), but I wanted to play it safe, which basically everyone I asked advised me to. I'm not sure I would advise the same.